At times my headaches get completely unbearable. This is one of those times. I am so grateful for Randy's work. I am so grateful that he's been getting so many hours lately, but there he sleeps, Harper is fussy tonight and here I am in extreme pain. What am I supposed to do? I'm going to take some pain pills, drink a Coke (people say it helps to dilate the blood vessels in my brain) and pray. There's sure been a lot of praying happening, but prayer sure doesn't seem to help this pain. NOTHING seems to help this pain. All I want to do it cry, but that hurts too bad. I'm really getting sick of it. I've been as patient as I can be. I feel stuck and I don't want to feel this way anymore.