The Clyde Family

The Clyde Family

Friday, June 3, 2011

A work in progress.


I've been so emotional lately. I am trying my hardest to stay out of the grips of postpartum depression. It takes amazing effort for me every, single day. I am trying to be aware of how I treat people and remember that what I say effects people. I suck at a lot of things, but damn it, I am doing my best. I guess that's about all I can do, right? Please be patient with me and know that I am doing my best. I really am. Everyday when I wake up, I try to make the day better than the day before. I will continue to work on this, I hope my loved ones will stay by my side to see me through these trying times.

6 comments:

Heidi said...

Hang in there hopie. Hormones after a baby are so hard.It will get better. I think a lot more people understand then you my think. Good luck.

Zitting Zoo said...

I know just how hard it can be exp with your headaches. I think your doing a great job and i know you know that it will get better and when your having one of those moments u want to throw someone thru the wall look at your sweet little Harper and know it's all been worth it. I wish i was there to help. i love you!

Erin said...

Hang in there! Postpartum is so scary and so real. That sweet little Harper is so worth it and before you know it you'll feel like your old self again. I have so been there!

HUGS!!!!!

p.s. Are you taking anything to help? I'm all about the drugs... ;)

Our ABC Family said...

Hope, I love you girl! Post pardum really stinks, I completely understand what you're going through! I didn't really have it with Aaden, but Traysen it got really bad! I still feel like a lot of days I'm trying to battle it off. If you ever need someone to listen, I'm here for you! I know that sometimes that's all you need. Love you!

Jeremy Reynolds Family said...

Postpartum depression sucks. I went through it with Ty. It's hard everyday to TRY to be nice. I can't image how much harder it must be for you with the nasty headaches you are suffering from also. I really hope you get feeling better soon and I know your friends and family still love you dearly. HUGS!

fostera said...

I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time right now! I'm thankful you are close to the Lord. Just take it a day at a time. You're so awesome! Loves to my new friend!