I've been so emotional lately. I am trying my hardest to stay out of the grips of postpartum depression. It takes amazing effort for me every, single day. I am trying to be aware of how I treat people and remember that what I say effects people. I suck at a lot of things, but damn it, I am doing my best. I guess that's about all I can do, right? Please be patient with me and know that I am doing my best. I really am. Everyday when I wake up, I try to make the day better than the day before. I will continue to work on this, I hope my loved ones will stay by my side to see me through these trying times.