The Clyde Family

The Clyde Family

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Moving on....

Some experiences in life are just too painful to talk about or want to remember. On Thursday, Randy and I had to give Nathan to his parents. It was one of the hardest things we've ever had to do. We hated every, single second of it all. We miss him more than my words can express. Luckily, we had planned a camping trip to Fish Lake with some of our best friends starting on Friday, so the day after giving Nathan up, we were able to escape reality and all of our routines and head to the mountains. It was good for us to go away. Now we can move on. It is going to be excruciating at times, but we will be ok. Thanks to everyone that has been supporting us through this hard time. Your words and strength have carried me through moments that I didn't think I could handle. THANK YOU!!!! I will post about our camping trip later, for now, I'm going to go take a LONG shower and hope I don't find anymore binkies laying around.

3 comments:

Wendy said...

We Love You! - the Sours!

Malea said...

Is it really over, Hopie? I mean, what happens after the hearing if they can't keep him?

Dennison4Ever said...

I know that you don't know who I am, Brenda Dennison is my sis in law.So I blog stock you from time to time.After reading a few of you post I thought I would leave you a little comment. We raised my nephew for almost 9 months and then had to give him back. It was heart wrenching! Many many prayers said for that little boy and his future, but I am happy to say that his mother has turned her life around and they are happy! My sister had many, many issues and it toke her 3 years, but she is doing it! My nephew has a VERY special place in mine and my families heart. He will always be missed, but I get the pleasure of seeing him happy with his mom. I hope that this gives you a little hope!